Crazy

 Hello to everyone following me! 👋 As a child and well into my adult years I was quite certain that I was......crazy. I had feelings I couldn't explain and knew things without ever being told. Such as, I can feel exactly how someone is feeling without them telling me. I knew when someone was lying 🤥 but I couldn't explain how I knew this. I kept this to myself alot because well hello I was crazy! I researched split personality disorder, and schizophrenia. Even so far as possible possession and who to call for an exorcism! Okay.... maybe not that bad but I knew I was different.  

It wasn't until a couple years ago that I discovered the term empath. I read several books but all I could tell myself was, why do you think you are special enough to possess such an incredible gift! I kept pushing it off, because well I'm a nobody and plus I can't talk to anyone about this stuff, they will definitely judge me. Or worse confirm that I am indeed crazy. 

But it was the nagging in my soul that kept me going back for more. What if, ran through my head alot, and to be honest I was desperate for anything to help ease the nagging I was feeling! I prayed on it, I thought about it, I obsessed over it (just ask my husband) and it wasn't until my best friend's mom zoned me and told me that I had an incredible gift, that I started to imagine the idea being true. I didn't believe it but I wanted to! 

She gave me some book suggestions that led me on the next leg of discovering who exactly Shelby is. 

Love and hugs, remember to drink enough water and always smile! 💙